You may not know me, but I am one who suffered from a condition. It happened in an instant but its effects lasted for a number of years. Despite the condition clearing up, the scars from it still remain. I suffered from a broken heart. It hurt. I cried. I dwelt in darkness, thinking that I would never see light. And the pain, my my the pain. It gripped my heart suffocated my soul and stamped out my smile. One would rather long for physical pain, as at least that would cease after a while. Did I think I was going to overcome. Nope, not initially. But it was through faith and the belief that; 1. My lord heals the broken hearted and binds up their wounds 2. Time is a healer! And with these convictions I weathered the hurt, I rode the storms, I blogged, sung, wrote poetry on it. Until finally, the darkness was overcome with light! I feel joy again and I feel peace. I defined Gods purpose in that particular season and tbh it was worth it. He was not mine. Therefore, God closed that door with a slam. I didn't want to let go, considering I am such a fighter, God knew that the only way to save me from that situation was to drag me out. Em yh. Next time I think I will walk away if and when He tells me too! At the end of the day, in the midst of the mess I now see purpose. I have grown, changed & been redefined. I have a testimony to share. Especially with you, whose heart longs for healing. You will get there. No, it will not hurt like this forever. One day you will heal.
Funnily enough... I don't even remember when it happened! Even funnier I sincerely wish them all nothing but hapoiness , love and candy floss :)
